Designer's Block

2008-04-07T19:29:00.001+08:00

hey sorry i'm not very subtle but i hope u guys get my drift ar ;)

2008-04-04T18:54:00.003+08:00

today was such a wonderful day =)

the sky was an azure blue and it did not rain =) i got a nice tan.
i learnt so much in school today. and u pple in the tagboard 够了 hor. dun anyhow spam can... and please use those kinda names ar...

i mean i have rekindled a passion for human geography. like urbanisation and everything is just so interesting NOTHING can get me down... as in seriously... it's like one of the only topics i ever understand.

although lit was a disappointment, but i'm filled with love anywayyyyy
love love love lovelovelove
lovelovelove~
makes the world go round~~~

babbles nonsense.

WHEEEEEE~~~~

YAYSS~~~~~

WOHHOOOOO~~~~

YAHOOOOOOOOO~~~~~~~~

WHOOPIEEE~~~~~~~~~~

HOORAYS~~~~~~

YATTTAAAAAAA~~~~~~~~~~~~

you still reading ar... chao bo liao hor

2008-04-01T19:44:00.002+08:00

oh yays. time for another rant at council nominees.
today was a rather gd day for receiving gifts, not much i can complain abt except the dumb pencil which still came in useful for voting (not for them though) and small emough to be conveniently hidden in sua yu's pencil case when i'm done with it =)

my fav group for today is BOOM cause of the cup noodles which undoubtedly saved me from certain starvation. although i almost died at the queue for the hot water =(

well, at least that's all done and over with, and i can resume hating council again, although i'm not sure why xD

the Q&A was really interesting! alot abt the wannabes could be seen.

from the way they answer the questions and from the way they stand.

oh and one guy, i forgot which already was deemed arrogant and something something something blahblahblah very bad xD

but the results which came wasn't too bad lar so erm.. ares isn't screwed? not that i care xD

2008-03-29T10:18:00.002+08:00

oh lols. in response to the below/previous post. those toots are nvr gonna get my votes! not in a lifetime!

like grahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
after that fiasco with the eggs on thurday, they bounced back from the defeat with.... even more eggs.

they were the same pattern as the eggs b4 lar. which is damn dumb.
and i suspect that they collect back the unused eggs and recycle them for the next day or something, and wrap it in nice wrapping paper or something.

they must take us for a couple of shallow losers or something.

even though the eggs were given a fresh coat of paint (perhaps literally), underneath that is still the same disgusting egg which nobody would touch, much less eat. need i put across the fact that some of the eggs were raw?

and there's sort of a limit to this foolishness. even if ur gesture was for easter, u dun actually do it for a few days consecutive. it's like over already. get over it. erggggh i'm damn pissed with that group lar and yet they are prolly gonna get into council cause they were from NYSC.

ytd's council candidate introduction was...

ares is totally screwed. we the seniors realised that this batch is totally cannot make it. although we had the most number of candidates running, they just wasted half an hour more of our time watching their pointless and dumbshit videos which make totally no sense.

and listening to them ramble off with their achievements, or how they will not tell us abt their achievements and listen to their passion instead. all that is stupid and redundant lar.

seriously i have no idea how to vote this year, and i only have a few people in mind, and that's only cause they are left handers.

and maths was a dipshit.

2008-03-27T20:16:00.002+08:00

i guess i shud post here since i've not posted here for quite some time xD

stj was quite fun actually although the food was =/= the price paid.
i have no heck of an idea why i'm typing maths synbols since i know i'm gonna fail. like <20 fail.

i heard something funny today : "denise FREAKING chen!"
that was xtine cursing den after she kicked her ear. with the earring in it. ouch xD

today also marked the campaigning period for the council elections with all the desperate attempts to get attention.
which is all quite futile cause the more they stand out the more i blackmark them. a simple bucket of exotic sweets would have sufficed.

what irked me the most was the disgusting eggs some dopey group gave. i'm sorry but it doesn't work that way. the whole stream of thought behind the presents was just screwed. but i will give them this. it was a cute idea.

1. the eggs are served on an egg tray --> aesthetically disgusting, u dun present gifts on something that was used to contain erm raw eggs. we dunno where they've been, and they are ugly.
2. the eggs were dyed red --> dyeing is disgusting. the dye runs onto all our fingers. and easter eggs are colourful. not dyed the colour of blood and 2/3 of ong's dresses.
3. the thing attached to the egg tray was a cutout of mickey mouse's head --> erm it's the easter bunny, not the easter mouse. and wun bunnies be more prominent for their ears?
4. the 致命伤 they were HARD BOILED.

totally WTH u dun eat freaking hard boiled eggs for easter?! u have chocolate filled eggs, or at least round shaped chocolates! what kinda toots eat hard boiled eggs for easter.

and somemore those eggs were the most impractical things ever to give lar. i know you were running on a tight budget, and that chocs may be too ex, then just give sweets. those eggs were totally wasted. you din expect anybody to actually EAT those eggs did you? i din even expect anyone to even TOUCH them, much less eat them. (although i did see some pretty disturbing images in STJ ytd, where they dipped sotong balls in choc fondue. and some BBQ prawns too)

after this ranting, i think it's just because i'm bitter i din get any sweets this campaigning. i rmb last year we were flooded with the yummy goodies, although some were those cheapo cheapo kinds, but those sweets were some of the nicest i had like when i was young lar..

oh lol, i'm like chanting abt sweets. I LURVE THEM DEEP DEEP!

2008-03-25T18:31:00.000+08:00

koped off den

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lol did this only cause i sucked at the other one.

LIT

2008-03-19T20:54:00.002+08:00

cause it's one of the funnest subjects, i shall post the funnest poem i saw in today's blocks!!

Silence -- Marianne Moore &^$%$

My father used to say,
"Superior people never make long visits,
have to be shown Longfellow's grave
or the glass flowers at Harvard.
Self-reliant like the cat -
that takes its prey to privacy,
the mouse's limp tail hanging like a hoselace from its mouth -
they sometimes enjoy solitude,
and can be robbed of speech
by speech which has delighted them.
The deepest feeling always shows itself in silence;
not in silence, but restraint."
Nor was he insincere in saying, "Make my house your inn."
Inns are not residences.

this is a typical wth poem. with random meanings. as i was ranting to my mom, i had to translate it to mandarin, her mt. so it became like this:

安静-- angmoh

我的爸爸一直说
高级的人从来不出去很久
要长人的坟墓拿个他们看
去一个地方去看玻璃花
像猫一样独立
带老鼠去影秘的地方
老鼠的尾巴像鞋带从嘴巴出来
喜欢自己一个人
声音可以被偷掉
被喜欢的声音偷
最深的感受往往已安静显出
不是安静，而是控制
他也很诚恳地说：“把握的家当成旅馆”
旅馆不是住家

oh wow this took my so damn long to type but it's damn fun!!

like this: marilyn お誕じょ日は　快乐！oh lol this is quite screwed...

HAPPY BDAE MARILYN!! and you other sisters too =)

2008-03-19T18:45:00.002+08:00

oh my f-word!

this is a super blog worthy post!
bleach got licensed! i cannot get it from crunchyroll anymore like WTH!

on a happier note, blocks is overrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! for me that is =)
for all u ppl still buried in your books, 加油!! the worst is almost over!

oh fag. i left this alone for dinner and forgot abt it xD

well anyways. my bus ride home was awesomely fast and empty. although there was this very distracting girl sitting in front of me. her head was like bobbing up and down with the bus lar.

2008-03-18T21:30:00.001+08:00

YES 我刚刚发现我的 mWORD 所以我现在就来打玩玩！应为我有很多时间。文学也不用管了。

THANKS 道具 J1S!!!

2008-03-18T21:27:00.001+08:00

read WL's blog then suddenly realised i haven't done it yet.

thanks 道具 juniors for the nice thing u gave me.

sorry cheryl if i looked stoned when u gave it to me cause i was in complete and utter surprise/shock halfway reading thru econs notes xD

i like the damn cute bunny in the card too! shall post photos of it soon =)

BLOCK TEST 40% MORE!

2008-03-18T21:10:00.003+08:00

grahs this is hopeless
wedsnesdays are unlucky i suppose

i have to finish reading herland, something i've been putting off until now, 10 hrs b4 the block test.

and of course, i've given up all hope in maths.
may some higher being make sure the maths department gets burned down b4 6.30. and make sure the test papers are in there.

or for a more environmentally friendly approach (thank me, NEA)
the cleaners clearing the papers for recycling.

lit is total funness.
i get to read sparknotes and hopfully pass.

and some random site to help me analyse christabel, the demonic poem.
it gave me a gazillion different interpretations. and none concurred with mr wong's so wth am i supposed to do?!

aiya screw it just a few more hrs and i will be free!!

2008-03-17T18:08:00.001+08:00

block test ===> 60% complete!
but if u think abt it. maths is blah. and lit is ???
so in actual fact. my block test ===> 100% complete!!!

i shall describe today's test.

gp was ...
econs was @&*$^@$

GRAH!!!

2008-03-16T13:34:00.000+08:00

2008-03-14T17:54:00.002+08:00

grahS!!! geog is over! in another 5 days it will all be over!!!! RAWR!

did i mention i frigging misssed a chance to go taiwan!!!!! %(@#*

oh and i was like just randomly thinking abt stuff then suddenly this thing came up xD

like geog is GG
lit is a less interesting topic
and gp is generally pointless xD

kinda lame but i still cant think of anything for econs =(

2008-03-13T18:03:00.001+08:00

AH lol. was just looking thru the pink paper and double checking the topics i need to revise and i saw IT. and i just had to put it here.

"Spoon feeding in the long run teaches us nothing but the shape of the spoon" - Unknown
"There's no elevator to success. You have to take the stairs." - Unknown
"Apportion your revision and exam time accordingly." - Miss Ong Shir Nee

such important words of wisdom, no?

2008-03-12T09:54:00.002+08:00

grahh!!!! i wanna crys!!!

2008-03-11T20:23:00.007+08:00

ok i found this on the daoju photobucket so i guess i should put this up xD lol many random photos i found rather amusing and fun lar

like this one of yisheng slping. with his mouth wide open

and this of huangrong sianning

ewe drinking her coffee. she took another 20 mins to finish that 1 cup.

the nicest photo i could find of our 2/3 daozhang no thanks to melvin's incooperation

the closest we could get to wan's set. if only could do the preset too =(

us extras queuing up to get our makeup done

daoju 2008 photo! spot the pink rabbit and random stuffed animals

daoju j2s! note i'm the only one looking at the cam? xD besides siowkee and jessamin xD

this is supposed to be a daoju j1 photo. but unfortunately pink rabbit decided to drop in xD

me and cheryl in barbie's castle b4 it was done xD

wangwang smiling

phd?

2008-03-11T13:27:00.002+08:00

am i supposed to emo?
i know that huangcheng is over and there is a definite drop in my mood. but grah. i just feel sort of empty inside right now

although i have recovered plenty after slping 20 hours ytd.

huangcheng has been enormous fun these few months. especially in daoju with all the crazy wacky ppl. such as wangster, ewe, jessamin, den, ken, and huangrong. thanks for making me laugh! (Atemi!) and all the rest of the j2s and j1s. it wouldn't be so fun without all of you. making me tok kok for like a few hours at a row just rambling on with brainless crap and just lots of random stuff lar.

all the daoju which i have helped someway or another to make. however tiny my effort was. (like sewing some crap on. tying a knot, nailing something, or saw) they have now been thrown away. as have my heart. (seriously, no. that was for the poetic effect)
but still, it was quite sad to see the props thrown away and smashed up, although everybody did it with a smiling face, it's quite obvious that we were all hurting inside. especially the wedding arch!!!! ARGH! u have no idea how much time i spent on it graHHHHH!!! and i wasn't even the one to throw it away =(((

2008-03-02T19:25:00.001+08:00

06/07/08a11 =)

grah heart stopped for a few moments.

07a11 in jts

me and celestine

2008-03-02T19:11:00.002+08:00

i totally forgot abt this. it's supposed to be at the end but i forgot to upload it. so here it is =)
thanks to kenny who took it with my phone.
and note: my 3.2 mpixel cam is just nice for my blogskin lar!!! lubs <3

2008-03-02T18:54:00.004+08:00

i have to do this manually cause the previous batch was screwy... also it's not in chrono order cause it mixed up when i was uploading....

my volunteer tag!!! i look like i'm abt to punch someone. mess with me and ur dead xD

caught douglas unawares. he attempted to block and shunt my cam away. but due to my awesomeness. i got this clearest image of douglas on camera yet =) *beams*

this is an amazing person. she was dao zhang at sec2 and now she's in daoju. meet ewe!!

3 gays during zongcai. includes our very own alvin and his 2 chipmunks, lian seng and jue ying.

chingay day2 =) taken when we were walking back to city hall. nicest one i could find.

*beams* chingays. nice backdrop yea? thanks to our pro photographer whom i do not know

my daozhang. doing something dumb xD

my zong jian. smiling blissfully unawares that he's on cam. he looks like a waiter at a chinese restaurant in this pic. (comments douglas/zhenyang/yufeng)

angel's angel -> me -> angel. taken during jts

jumpstart!

daoju '08

DURING maths lesson. look at the whiteboard closely =)

katherine and her bf. seriously. they kissed b4.

and tadaaaaaaaaaaa so freaking cute can! thanks natascha

2008-03-02T18:09:00.002+08:00

this is like totally cool i have tons more but i'm uploading then somewhere else first b4 i put them here cause blogger takes too long to upload

thisi s me and kenny i forgot where it was taken but yea... xD nice effect

kenny's bdae with tingyi and yihong. did something dumb with the fugly little girl sunglasses and had the tags hanging over our noses =) so cute sia

during jts a few sundays ago. our pw group. i'm sitting down so the photographer can get all of us in xD jk lar. i'm not that tall =) i look like ...

argh this irresistable photo of isaac!!!! just had to put this here. although i think i already have one of him xD much more to come later.

OMG YAYS

2008-03-02T18:08:00.001+08:00

OMG i finally got my phone cable to work!!!! gets ready for a photo spam from like july last year!!!! WHEESSS

CHINGAY

2008-02-17T12:05:00.003+08:00

so it turned out fun. xD
amazingly fun. i was still high while trying to slp in my bed =)

the parade wasn't much lar =P just normal normal stuff
except for huang rong on fri. that was priceless =)

<3 japanese association of singapore =)
they made the whole thing so nice with their infectious spirit and highness with their entourage of 300 people

i was eaten by a lion
and an indian performer flirted with me. xD

kenny was slapped with a lobster claw

we cam whored a little at the end. and a few turned out satisfactory! like quite nice ones. but i can trans from my phone cause the cable is screwed. so wait till i get a bluetooth thing or something =(

this is like all i rmb from chingay already...

like. WHEEs

2008-02-13T19:34:00.002+08:00

yayz. this is the first time in ages since i went home b4 10 =)))
succesfully ponned xcountry. and lit. cause of fire drill =) although i rather go for lit then go for the stupid drill in the field under the hot sun while the teachers hum in the shade. grah nvm.

went shopping for angel/mortal/a11 angel/a11 mortal.
it is a chore!!
but i did it anyways. and it's sort of one size fits all cause i think i can mix up the gifts and still give the right gift =X
unless it's for my mortal. it's of vital importance that i dun get it wrong lar.

i wonder how xcountry went? xD

chingay this fri! means i can skip more lessons =)
like i will be ending at 12 instead of 3. which means no gp, no maths, no econs. so just geog and lit. which is quite joke.

hc is stress!!! esp when i'm involved in huan chang. it's scary lar. so many things to take note of and i just know i will mess it up so if sua yu ur reading ask melvin and lokky to take me out of it!!! RARR

i wanna have free time for myself again =(
although hc is fun lar....

valentines tmr. hmmz. same old same old xD

CNY!!!!!!

2008-02-09T13:20:00.000+08:00

ok it's already chu san BUT you're nvr too late!!
yay i ponned hc tuan bai. but not because i wanted to. i have to. ok and i wanted to. cause i want to go to san shu's house later =)

i super <3 my family man!

first day was just completely out of the house. like moving everywhere to visit. actually just 2 places lar. but still very nice. at paternal area, we discovered a fun new game called saboteur. which was made fun with a multiplier because of the hysteria and bimbotism of my cousins! xD cue screaming and exaggerated movements. kenny should know, he was there xD

then mahjong at maternal place with miniature tiles. only me and jessica won! so fun lar and horses are supposed to have bad luck xD

the thesis came true ytd. i lost 5$ on blackjack. when i bet in denominations of 20cents. i attribute it to kenny reading lotr next to me. xD *pushes blame*

jia mei and san shu were on a roll lar. everytime they banker they either get 21 points OR blackjack. so either way we have to pay. grahhhhh... then switched to mahjong. which was rather bad cause i din even hu once =((( blames my poor skills xD

oh forgot abt lion dance in the morning! super noisy and everything. i still am freaked out by the lion. everytime it stares at me i just stun and dare not move. and when it approaches me i am rooted to the floor and cannot move. grrr. i guess they are my greatest fear. if they are at chingay imma kick them away larrrr

pattern

2008-02-02T19:52:00.001+08:00

notice how i come online only on sats and weds now? it like cause sat no huangchang and weds i got tkd so cannot go huangcheng xD

well these past 2 saturdays are like days when i get pissed and bitch abt everything. but perhaps its because of my lack of sleep. (i usually slp at 10. PM) it makes my temper worse. =(

another chingay "training" which was a complete waste of time unless i get cip.
the first 2 hrs were repeating what he had already said last week. which leads me to think that he has a damn good memory and a sad life. anyway what he said was like for the benefit for mj people. cause all of them weren't here last week. and they make up 2/3 of the people here. which leads me to think why we have to be there when we already know what he's gonna say?

then there's the ogre.
the big fat ugly ogre who beside shrek, looks even more like an ogre. and acts more like one too.
he probably can't do anything else other than shriek and yell at everybody else, and flirt shamelesly and act cute in front of girls, or people in "higher" rank than him. pukes.
damn er lar. doesn't he realise that he is screaming at some of his potential bosses in the future? (no offense to the rest of the people in his sch). mebbe he's just one of a kind. or autistic. mebbe both.

well, the only saving grace for that fiasco was the chingay shirt. which is hideous.

j8 had a blackout! it was so cool can.
but it was like fated for us not to eat until 1/2 hr later or something. first we were looking for places to eat. and we were choosy. how abt cafe cartel? thai express? mos burger? but when we get there mos burger was full. and thus we decided on the food court.

a higher power decided to punish our fickledness and closed down the food court for renovation til april. grah.

so in hunger, and desperation, we go to the basement from the fourth floor for food. only to find.
and blackout. as in only the food place leh. the ntuc beside it was fine. and so was the fujifilm thing. only the places selling food were affected. grah. well, there still was crystal jade but we decided against it.

so we wandered ard looking for din tai fung. actually it was yoshinoya first but it was out too. walked ard and found it finally, only to realise that we were at the wrong entrance. this time we did not take any chances. we half ran to din tai fung b4 all the seats were taken or some unknown power takes away the electricity again.

such an adventure lar! xD

then we went walking ard. and wei zhe got a shirt! which i sort of pointed out to him xD
and kenny got some jeans. which look nice!!! <---- reassuring

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the past week was sort of an adventure lar. so fun...
like from eating longans/pomelo/cherries/grapes during maths tutorial and taking photos like it was a chalet.. to actually taking a photo of the relief when he was teaching. this blatant rule breaking is so a11. which is why i love this class <333

huangcheng is also progressively getting more fun. cause lots of people are ponning and so less poeple to get to know and sort of closer bonds or something lar. not that i know alot of people in huangcheng. right now i know most of them on a hi and bye basis lar.

the only j1s i know are alvin and cheryl who already are my juniors. and jueying/jelly or however u spell it. then the rest is like not much. but i know the j2s better. they are freakishly funny. all super crap one lar omg cannot take it. ppl like huangrong florence and ewe and anni and or course den lar. is like even a washing of paintbrushes are like a laugh fest. which i shan't elaborate on cause i can't put it into words.

well but i still think i'm like not doing anything for daoju lidat. so far in these few weeks i've whitewashed a staircase. helped tie something that was untied the next day cause it was ugly and unstable, help nail some thing, carried lots of stuff, wash paint of a float, sweep the floor, saw some blocks, file some things, including my thumb, break a screw, paint a half-painted cardboard box, tape some thing, remove tape, cut electric tape, help mark tai. and that's abt it. all seems so insignificant lar. but nvm. i should let j1s have their share of the fun =)))

xie mu is like quite fun lar. cause the daoju people are hilarious. cause there were so many of us then the screaming had to be chao long then no breath have to pause then continue again.

and it was stressful having to memorise the huangcheng song in 10 mins
*deathglares sua yu*

huangcheng food sux!!!!

thoughtful

2008-01-30T20:14:00.000+08:00

i realised i sort of have a low tolerance for stuff. as in i get irritated/pissed damn easily.
actually i realised that a long time ago. but. erm.

and also that i make first impressions damn fast. as in even though dunno who said first impressions made in first 3/10/30 seconds, can't rmb which when u first see them, mine is in the first 3 split seconds. from the time i lay eyes on that person i already form an impression. i realised that when i was judging people as i walked past them =(

ok let's talk abt today then.
which totally stunk. the lessons i meant. i learnt absolutely nothing. except to listen more closely when white is talking. which is damn important cause everything he says has something to do with what he is going to do the next lesson. unlike the other one. when u can pon the first 10 lectures and still know what she's gonna say.

the rest of the day was just lectures and more lectures lar. which were quite useless besides lit where for the first time i actually think i learnt something. like maths is still as useless as ever cause it's still him. for complex numbers. in which i completely have no clue about.

then came ct. i'm gonna bitch.
seriously. she's a good lecturer, but one helluva bad person.
mebbe the school timetabling and allocation of time got some problem or what. but her attitude towards us is like crap.
how to expect people to come into the audi on time when we have lessons b4 that. even if we ended on time, we still need time to walk there. we dun fly. after that we have to actually get IN to the audi which is another task. when you have 1k people and 4 entrances. then finding seats leh. u have to maneuveur ard the people inside to get to your seat, who are also trying to get to theirs. in the ensuing confusion, u could at least spare people 10 mins to get in and settle down what. we are not HIROS. we cannot teleport.

and please lose your temper at us and at an innocent person ar. like wth.
"thanks for tripping over my mic wire"
which was quite rude.

trip: a stumble; misstep. a slip, mistake, error, or blunder.

not purposely right. and that person gets a tirade of admonition from you. the bitch screaming at everybody.

grah.

shall end ur pain of reading it here

tkd was quite fun and good actually. i realised how slow i ran. cause a high school boy ard 40 cm shorter than me overtook me running. *shameful*
and no blisters today! cause i wore shoes! just some friction burns from kicking. like 30 times in 20 secs or something. that was ouch.
then double kicks where i fumbled and fell all over the place cause i couldn't balance nor coordinate my body to my legs. BOO!!

double GRAH

2008-01-26T17:25:00.000+08:00

today's briefing left much to be desired.
actually, it totally sucked.
ok fine. it was shitty.

i dunno why but i just felt damn pissed at the organising commitee. for treating us like crud.

as in this is supposed to be a hyped up event or something, but the people managed to make it dull and boring. instead of hyping up the people it was a lecture. full of inside jokes so the only people who were actually interested were the exco.
and blame us for being bored out of our skulls. oh and it wasn't just ur typical 1 hr lecture in sch. nor was it the 1.5 hr dumbo ct period. it was 4 hours.

i shall just rant abt the organisation of the "training session" lar.
like please send an important sounding official email demanding people to get there by 8 with a threat somemore ar. i actually thought it would be puntual. please threaten us with a letter to our school ar. that's what the whole was actually about. brainwashing us to help in their cause and to impress upon us the fact that they know our school and can just ruin our cv and give us eternal cs.

seriously, when we got there is was just chaos lar. tons of people were clueless as to where to go. and they were just barking commands around. sure it was a "national" event and concerns "national security". another thing was the LT. ok it was huge. but it was stifling. as it super hot. not that i'm complaining abt the heat. but that was just another organisational flaw. if u tell people to be there by 8, u would expect everything to be done by 8. but even when it was already 9, the lt still wasn't ready and not set up yet. like wth? and we had to suffer in silence as u guys tried to sort out ur issues and get things started. blame us for making noise?

and also please use ur authority to stifle our voices.
like "u know i can keep u here until 4 u know"
which i am most used to by now with teachers using that threat 3 times a week or something.
but that just pissed me off lar. and i would have just walked out if not for the fact that my ez link card was with them.

and also please manipulate us to your ends.
i signed up for the event. and the flag day wasn't included in the package. surprise surprise. i find out that i have to do flag day at tanah merah tmr from 2-7. like hell i'm going.
i wouldn't have mind if i knew i was going to have to do it when i signed up so i wouldn't have signed up. but please spring this upon us. and use the threat of school again.

ok this is just personal opinion lar. but i really think the leaders suck. big time.
the people are picked just because they signed up for the role and this really shows when they say things like "i'm not letting u off until i get silence" and all the harsh language lar. i dunno lar. but i get uneasy when someone who doesn't really have my respect order me about like i'm a slave or something. just like the dunnowho who said "we are all volunteers", then continued to say later "i want complete silence from you or ur not going home" or something to that effect. note the irony. first he says the first line assuming equality between all of us, then goes on to assert authority. hmm.

ok u can ignore the top part and just read this

i was thoroughly dissatisfied.

and i enjoy huangcheng way more than this huge event.

btw rj is actually quite nice. the campus is like huge and everything.
they have lt7 and i dun even know if it's a largest number already. their lt1 is as big as our audi. their lt wing is as big as block A

that said though. i still prefer hwachong. cause of the nicer feel i get. cause it's smaller then u get to see the same people's faces all the time. it gives you a sense of familiarity and qing qie gan lar.
omg my school spirit is overwhelming

GRAHS

2008-01-23T21:14:00.000+08:00

ah i have like freaking no time. not even to use the com. and that's sad. cause of things like i'm in HUANGCHENG which was not as bad as i thought but still could be better. so i reach home pretty darn late for someone who actually goes home on the dot when the bell rings.

just indulged myself in what little i can right now. like amazing race last ep which THE STRAITS TIMES has mercilessly spoilt for me. without warning. damn freaking pissed lar.
but at least the winners are freaking sweet lar.
darn it.

huangcheng has also addled my head somehow. i'm like forgeting things everywhere. it started with a water bottle in a209. then a pen which i for dunnowhat reason just threw into my bag and totally forgot abt and thought that i lost it. then it's my file and paper and lots of stuff scattered on the class bench. like last night i was so freaked out lar. i was picturing all my stuff distributed evenly throughout the central plaza during flag-raising and the malay aunty sweeping them all into the dustbin. like 30$ worth of notes lar!

anyways. today had like the most fun ct session yet. which is quite an overstatement. since ct sessions last time involved people slping and weird and obviously boring talks. it doesn't take much to make something the most fun. but today's one was somewhat interesting. and even possibly entertaining.

like people giving brainless suggestions like the canteen prata should be 20 cents. and having double-decker class benches. and putting class benches in the central plaza/amphitheatre to which replies pang: "like they get exiled". also suggesting zhu chuan become his PA. and some stupid girl from 70 to decorate the notice board behind a12's bench cause it's boring and she has tons of breaks due to her insane combi.

training today was quite fun actually. lots of laughing and reminiscence. like our first training last year what we did. "low block. low block. low block" and this year they are already doing kicks.
then some jrs are like senior belts. so they took to proving their superiority by doing high lvl kicks amidst the rest of the front kicks. like high turning kick back hook. to impress us?

huangcheng is getting quite fun. but i sort of prefer somewhere with less people. then when u talk u actually can know who ur talking to. now in daoju everybody i talk to i like know 20% of the names. and 80% of that is cause i heard their names being mentioned/called somewhere else and not i ask one lar. i'm such a loser.

and it's like 9.30 already. i should sleep.

2008-01-20T09:51:00.001+08:00

god this brings backs some fond memories =X

running ON karma

2008-01-16T19:13:00.002+08:00

like omg i'm so punny!!!

so the title is pretty self-explanatory. someone was running and i just had to blog this to imprint it in my memory forever lar. mebbe it was like to simulate her fantasy of having a boy chase after her or something, but it prolly was her chasing a hp guy.

our class is like doing something erm. erm. wun say here.

training today!!!
i feel like i like hctkd more and more with each training i go to lar. but we're abit apprehensive abt this new junior cause apparently he's quite zhai but has ap. so we need kah wee to sort him out =)

did lots of meaningless stuff today to impress them. which included more hiong pt. like the norm "take off ur shoes to run" and running extra laps. which i feel extremely proud of cause i could do it. again! like without stopping. but at a considerably slower pace.

and i added another 5 blisters to my repertoire.

today was actlly quite fun lar. except for that sai principal address. completely aimless and retarded. he seems to find it an obligation for us to guide juniors. instead of just passion or whatever sai our sch is trying to inculcate lar. and he dares quote the "lead with passion, lead with compassion" thing. (i know it's wrong, but that's what he said)
oh. quotable quote. "braise your tail"
which corresponds to "blaze your trail" in his slides.

sometimes i wonder who is harder to understand, him or mr white.
speaking of which i think that our geog sort of balances out lar.
in human geog. i try and try and learn many wonderful things... like TNCs and stuff =)
in phys geog i can learn so much even without trying cause he has so much to tell us abt. even if u were dozing off, if u can just capture a snippet of what he's saying, that's abt more than equal to a whole human lecture.

hmmz

2008-01-15T19:40:00.001+08:00

i must have been in a narcotic stupor to have agreed to join huangcheng. although i must admit, the spirit is starting to get to me and it has turned out quite fun today. it must be the moving of the wood and everything.

somehow wood does things to me. like make me feel happy and also gives me a rash.
the wood was funky. as is blackish fungi stuff.

our juniors are freaky. they have already started studying for blocks even though o lvl results AREN"T even out yet. and i doubt they even learnt what will be tested for blocks. esp for ppl taking geog. who are taught by the one and only teacher ^^
i seriously think that i learn more abt geog in lessons
which is true cause i can rmb and quote 3/4 of what she says but the only thing i rmb abt the lecture that day was "locational sectors" and even then i think it wasn't this lar.

i'm starting to get the hang of slping on the bus ^^
as in really a trance like sleep lar.
it took the bus conductor 3 taps to wake me up just now

ok hw. i have like done 2 more iandi articles. and i have like 6 more to go =X
and i have just accumulated a new stack of hw which will take abt 2 more months to clear =)

hoorays

2008-01-10T18:51:00.001+08:00

i have cleared half of my back log =)))
and i have to start disciplining myself since i was coerced to join huangcheng by the corrupt president who bribed me with a mentos won at the geog soc booth.

yay i finished reading the 20 page long poem christabel. which is sensual(?)
this leads me to the conclusion that auggie is quite gay =\

got hypnotised in geog lec today by moscovite.
his voice was so lulling. and it wasn't even cause of his regular rhyme scheme or regular meter or sibilance or something strange.

it was just plain and boring and wordy. even his past experiences at kilimanjaro and iceland sounded like my mom calling the plumber to fix the pipes or something. and i thought gay guys were funny.

so had a totally crappy day. except for econs were i felt like the lessons were not so stifling cause got a nice teacher. <3 mdm fok!!!
and i actually start to understand macro concepts already =)

so erm. i hope huangcheng will be fun. and i realised that one of the performances fall on my mom's bdae. =(

erm bored?

2008-01-08T18:26:00.000+08:00

rar i am ashamed of myself. and that's damn fast. i was proud of myself ytd =(

i wasted all the time i had from my super short day doing nothing. yes nothing. and guess what? i'm still tired anyway. so i suck =(

which means ytd's list of hw which i haven completed remains that long

HOORAH

2008-01-07T22:08:00.000+08:00

i lubs myself <333

i finished 2 pieces of hw today!
like maths tutorial 2 and LIT ESSAY!!! like the stupid hard one on dramatic irony!!!
and i'm halfway thru the maths holiday work and the epistemology (wtf) one!

which leaves me with

gp essay planning.
i&i
geog seq
geog drq
read 2 poems
annotate 1
and lots more =)))

Over due

2008-01-07T20:33:00.000+08:00

omg. it is now time to start on long overdue work. namely lit. which i suppose i could finish. =))

just had my dose of amazing race. loves tk and rachel!! omg they are damn sweet lar. *envious*

ICE ICE ICE

2008-01-03T19:26:00.000+08:00

grah it's been super cold the past 2 days!!!
I LIKE! but i was freezing parts of me off =)

so i think the reason why i took so long to walk back home might be because

i'm unfit (of course not!) xD
air resistance! the wind was damn strong k
frozen joints. possible
and the stack of lit stuff + lit books and everything!

AH!

this is scary lar. 2nd day of sch and i'm doing homework which i dun wanna do =(((
but maths tut tmr and first impressions count cause tanym quit BOOO!

2008

2008-01-01T09:34:00.000+08:00

erm. it's finally here. the next year.

hmm i feel proud of myself for attempting to do hw. even during our family party thing. part of the reason so is cause i was bored =(
seriously, u would be too if u were the youngest person there and the average age there is 45, but only because u pulled it way way down

all i can say is, our gathering party thing was not ur conventional one, or one u would imagine. there was no alcohol (gasp) or party snacks.
there were popiah and curry and satay beehoon. all homecooked.
so u can say we are a multi cultural family i guess =))

the highlight of the day was mahjong. although i din play. they were like pros
i just watched, and even that beat watching the countdown thing on tv. yes, singapore is that sad. in fact, we were so interested in mahjong that we forgot abt the countdown and my sis went to watch some channel 8 rerun from 10 years ago or something (and u thought it couldn't get any sadder)
and of course, due to us being so involved in the whole mahjonging thing, we forgot to countdown and wished each other happy new year like 10 minutes late when we finally lifted up our heads to look at the clock ("OH!!! happy new year! ok faster da ni de pai")

but still, it was quite enjoyable xD

HO HO HOME WORK

2007-12-31T18:24:00.000+08:00

omg i am amazed with myself!

i have finished and completed doing my geography shits! except the drq and seqs
all that's left is maths lit and econs and also iandi and time tunnel.

which is quite depressing considering i have 1 more day to do it.

if i'm lucky, i will be able to find maths and finish it.
for econs let's hope i am not on the list.
for lit i hope i can count on the rest of the class to dao it.
for iandi and time tunnel i know i can count on the rest of the cohort to dao it.

so all i have left is MATHS!!!

YES!!!!

2007-12-28T18:18:00.000+08:00

wah i am the king of procrastination
i postponed doing hw.
i postponed tuition.
GRAH!!!

i told myself 2 weeks ago to do hw.
and i told myself last week to do hw.
i told myself ytd to do the geog thing
i told myself ytd night to do it.
i told myself this morning.
i told myself 2 hrs ago.
and 5 mins ago.

i read the first paragraph.

OMGIHATEMYSELF

Ack No wledgements

2007-12-26T17:27:00.000+08:00

Erm i guess i should like acknowledge ppl for the gifts i received. this is one small list =)

like mummy for the angpow.
kenny for the wrapped gift which was swapped for the army book.
and songping for the card.

yep that's all =)

2007-12-25T15:44:00.001+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!

erm. Merry Xmas?

2007-12-24T10:21:00.000+08:00

xD merry xmas eve =)
i still have not finished xmas shopping. so i'm damn stressed. i should prolly chiong out now to buy lar.. yes i should b4 the afternoon crowd buys everything away =\

Chalet, DVC, YMCA

2007-12-19T18:51:00.000+08:00

ok busy 2 days.

and prolly 3, if i'm gg out tmr.

went for kenny's chalet ytd. which was moderately fun i guess. went to escape for the first time. yes i know, i'm slow at this kind of thing, but my family doesn't believe in spending money for fun.

so, not quite what i expected lar.
it was tiny and dinky. the haunted house was erm small, so din go in. i was afraid i would make it split at its seams. the whole atmosphere was quite gloomy cause of the rain. took the viking which i cannot handle. it was ok until it started gravitating towards 90 degrees. that was when i felt that my life was in danger of falling over the safety railings. well, that was quite an experience. the rest of the rides were ok, i guess. the rainbow thing was quite life threatening, even with the cage and the bars and seat belts and everything. i was sliding all over the place cause i was sitting alone. but apart from that i was in no danger except from becoming deaf cause a bunch of girls were hollering. the fun thing was the go kart. i think i will make a singapore approved driver ^^
i braked and slow down and do whatever the signs tell me to, like an old granny =))

learnt to play gin rummy or whatever u spell it. i am horrible at it.

went for the dvc outing today. was not what i expected. i forgot that there were other campuses too. and different weeks of work. and i expected more ppl i know showing up there. oh wells, awkward situations seem to come straight at me. at least it was a treat xD
and quite nice to hear the conversations of ppl talking abt the horrible naughty children they had

went to ymca flag day also. at amk. a heartland. i was expecting ppl to just push me away or something lar. but i was totally wrong. some ppl are super nice lor. especially the old aunties. they just come up to you and tong the coins inside. so heartwarming. i wanna hug them =3

well, i only got the can to ard 1/2, which is quite gd for a first try xD i think.

JJ's coming back TMR! wheee

TV!

2007-12-17T12:30:00.001+08:00

well, i finally caught up with all the shows i have missed. and i missed a show in the process =X
like TAR grah... i forgot all abt it and just spammed heroes. actually i only had 1 ep left but still. watched ugly betty and it has turned into a comedy. not that nice anymore.

so now i'm bored. jj is in tekong and kenny has disappeared. mebbe it's time to start on holiday assignments. =(((((

i'm damn sian now. i feel like going xmas shopping. but not by myself cause that's boring xD

Bishi Bashi

2007-12-11T19:11:00.000+08:00

I am a bishi bashi whore. and i'm proud of it!!
well, sort of...

i'm improving in it lar xD so happy

and i learnt how to drift in daytona, and other racing games!!!
but daytona is easiest =)
and i tried my hand at initial D when there were nobody watching =))))))

well, that abt sums up my day. oh yea we also cam whored with the bishi bashi machine. so that the whole score page is like. US.

new york new york gave me indigestion. i'm still full and it's already been 4 hrs!

and i saw a freaky person in the lavatory. CREEPY!!

2007-12-10T18:46:00.001+08:00

PICTURES from today's part camwhore!!! like WHEEES!!!

be prepared for some embarrassment. and some humiliation, and a whole lot of laughter!]

there were several NGs in the middle, but in the end we GOT IT!! behold, the final photo!!

and here is an NG! that's the first shot we took xD the rest of the NGs are too gruesome to show. so i shall just stow them away to browse through when i feel like it xD

yayz

2007-11-29T21:09:00.000+08:00

omg i just nuahed away this whole week lar!
trained some arm muscles playing the hammer game and bishi bashi so not that bad i suppose =\

can't believe november is like ending. like in like 2 days!!
GRAHH!!! half my holiday's gone and all i've done is seal.
ZOMG

ERGH!! i need to start on my homework soon.
very soon.
like mebbe 2 weeks later? =S
i hate myself.

TODAY!!! -10hours

2007-11-27T17:00:00.000+08:00

TODAY IS THE DAY.... i will clean my room.
erm yea right

SAY IT WITH ME!! WHO's BACK??

YAYZZZZ!!!!!!!

2 two に due twee deux δύο 二 zwei dois dos

2007-11-25T17:31:00.000+08:00

2 MORE DAYS!!!!!!!!

2007-11-24T11:24:00.000+08:00

my teaching career finally ended!!!!

LIKE YES!!!!

the first few days weren't all that bad. i had a good workout from playing catching. but it just went spiralling downhill.

i had 2 kids whom i heartily disliked.
one total brat and another asshole who doesn't care abt authority.

the brat is like pathetic. he cannot do anything himself. as in really. every single thing must demand help one. as in really demand. here's a typical convo

him: "AYE!"
me: "aye what aye"
him: "ivan kor kor, do this for me"
me: "try to do it urself can?"
him: "cannot"
me: "why not"
him: "very hard"
me: "go away."

it's not my fault he's too dumb to copy out a template.

and

"ivan kor kor. there got alot of straws"
"where?"
"there."
"why dun u pick it up?"
"i dowan. i NEED to go and play."

and that was during clean up time.

omg *strangles him*

and on thurs a boy pissed me off so much i wanted to throw him down from the 3rd floor. i guess i was pretty serious cause i was even checking for the height to see if he will really die =\
mebbe the lack of slp from the previous day got to me.

he's like dun care abt anything one lor. teacher scold also dun care.
but i realised from all my experience from watching supernanny that he was just begging for attention. so when the teacher banished him to the naughty corner and assigned me to watch him i just daoed him =) and when he got up to walk abt i pulled his hand and dragged him back. at first he thought like it was fun lar. then in the end i just daoed him and pulled on a serious face. and he succumbed xD

and he has taken to hiding from me whenever break is over. as in he just doesn't want to follow instructions. and wants to waste time with me chasing him ard. so ytd. i dao him and left him alone in the canteen =) if he was left alone he would get bored right xD

supernanny rox.

seems like dr seet saw all the problem children. cause during debriefing she also pointed them out lar. those 2 ppl. she's damn pro. just come in for like 5 mins only can see all these liao. and she also managed to fish out that isaac was an only child and totally spoilt. (and i know how to fix him >=)

lol then the teacher from a3 was darn pissed at a parent for demanding why her daughter din win best camper xD seriously lar. parents like that should just kill their child now, rather than let other ppl kill them next time.

samuel won best camper and overall best camper!!! like yays for him. he's so cute and guai =)

and a5 won best concert!!! WHOO!! infact, the only prize a5 din not win was best camp. which was expected. cause the conduct and cleanliness already always lowest xD

the survey form was quite retarded. i dun think i will ever want to work at dvc ever again even though what we got was an exceptionally rowdy class. but put mebbe just in case xD

2007-11-20T21:16:00.000+08:00

i am pissed.

i got disciplined for my work today.
by an old wrinkled thing. and it's not so much of our fault.

during the field trip, the boys were screaming "boring!"
and the girls were replying "shuddap!" in the pauses

i got deaf.

then they have a tendency to drop their things off the boardwalk. which means, I, as the kor kor must go down like 1.5m to retrieve their stuff. and the nature walk isn't really shoe friendly.

and i have a whiner!
"very hot leh. i very hot!. i wan air con! i wan to go home! carry me! give me aircon!"
yea, he's spoilt too.

the bus ride back was nice enough lar. was playing with the kids. and i got myself a girlfriend. grace zeh-zeh, who has a penchant to kick me with muddy shoes, and karate chop me with the pretense of massaging me, and deafen me by talking to herself.

so now, i have grouped the class into 5 cliques, which coincidentally are the way they are sitting.
incidentally, they have given themselves groupnames.

first up, Invincible Ballom.
aka. Bengs, troublemakes, irritating pigs

all the paikias are located here, right next to where i'm seated. but samuel is nice, too bad he's with them.

next is The Scientists
note the wit. here is mostly quiet kids except for one obnoxious one who kicked me for picking up his rubbish.

then is Thunder-Zap, with the hyphen.
here is all the super guai ones, whom i like alot cause they are cooperative.

then we have JKCDD!
it's like the initials of their names.
and it's where all the cute ones are located. as in every single one sitting there is cute!

last but not least, the one u all have been waiting for, *holds breath*

GIRLZ.
yep. that's it.
says alot, doesn't it.

well, today was a complete waste of time. although we were supposed to complete 3 things today, we have managed to do amazingly, just one.

i'm sorry, but how fast do u expect 4 hands to go?
every single thing must be explained clearly with every detail.
and even then they dun understand, and it's not cause they're dumb.

cause i dun think ppl who cannot understand
"tear this piece of paper out from ur worksheet"
"put glue on the back"
"paste it on the cardboard"
"wait for it to dry"
"cut out the shapes"
can get to p2/3

ok, i guess the last instruction was vague. i should have added in "cut out the shapes with SCISSORS"

well, anyway that activity which should've taken 45 mins took 2 hours, cause it was just the children throwing the stuff at me and cheryl while they run off to play.

and thus someone wasn't happy.

also some boy's parent came to complain abt us. that boy was running with nobody, as in he wasn't even playing with anybody. he was just running. and he fell. and somehow managed to generate a huge bump on the back of his head. although we asked if he was alright, he insisted that he was fine and did not even want some cream, or rest for that matter.

then this mother came to us and started kping abt something ( i can't rmb cause i zoned out at that moment) but i recall something abt her being disturbed. and medical attention. i guess our apologies did not suffice, and mdm ng came to our rescue. although i doubt that worked. i guess that woman was not going to let us off after mdm ng shrugged off the incident with "nvm lar. just bring him to see the doctor" (in a very concerned tone of course) and insisted to speak to the old wrinkled thing. which was trouble.

so thus got screwed lar. can't be bothered to elaborate anymore. so pissed off at the excuse for a learning camp. it's obviously a day care center. parent's just drop their (spoilt) kids off for the day, and come to kaobei abt any thing they find not up to their standard. the children also dun come to discover. they come to play and cause trouble.
i dunno, but this has surely killed my passion for teaching, which i dun think was even there in the first place.

2007-11-19T20:12:00.000+08:00

2007-11-19T19:27:00.000+08:00

busy busy weekend =) isaac's bdae on sat and grandma's ytd.

anyway just watch 5 mins of the new 7 oclock show on ch 8 and gave up. it was totally filmed on the budget of the pay of a substitute teacher. everything was filmed in a set. even the snow scenes. they din even bother to go to snow city hong kong or something. and instead filmed it using those tiny foam balls. and the apartments. they cged the background in somemore. omg it sux.

dvc was moderately fun. babysitting. not my thing. those little demons were bouncing off the walls. and i was struggling to get free from playing freeze and melt. and i realise that the games they play get progressively more tiring. from hide and seek to catching to freeze and melt.

and oh we invented a new game today! hide and catch

a catcher counts to 20 while everybody chiongs away. then he looks for ppl and catches them and run off to hide and the new catcher has to look for people.

it was a complete diaster. 15 seconds into the game, everybody's head started peeking out and then they started to all come out of hiding to point and laugh at you for not being able to find them in 10 seconds.

anyway here's a brief profile of me in dvc.

to the children i am: ivan kor kor/UNCLE (OMG!)/100% dum dum
to their parents: that kor kor/THAT MAN

so here is my cv.

ivan
12 years old.
152 cm.
married stella (maris stella)

oh and also i may have ruined a few children's futures.

boyboy: "ivan kor kor, why is the leaf sap sticky?"
me: *stunned* "oh! so the leaf doesn't fall apart!"

lol and we din even manage to complete the scheduled activites. cause the teacher din even bother to do a demo or something. everything she did was read out from the book, which the children have. which wasted a good 10 mins. so the children have to rely on me and cheryl to help them, which equates to us doing 80% of the work.

cheryl was heartbrokened at one of the group activites. a "forest", which she helped for abt 90% of the time was promptly found in the rubbish bin right after judging and it only won 2nd place.

so in the end, i think we did most of everything. and we still had to clean up after them. those midgets strewn the floor with paper, glue, pencils, scissors, cardboard, black stuff, and paint. so that was another half hour gone. and we missed games!

oh i also witnessed a damn funny convo, which proved just how strong pri2 friendship really is.

this boy lost his friend's pen, let's call him A, his friend B

B: u lost my pen
A: i nvr
*ensues for 10 more mins*
B: but u used it last! at least help me find it.
A: i cannot
B: why?
A: cause i have to go play gameS

like lawl

9!

2007-11-18T14:34:00.000+08:00

was wandering thru like stuff from last time and came across to this:

from the perth trip last year =)

this was taken at the airport b4 we came back when 3 of us each got a bottle of coke. with different flavours =) mine's vanilla.

well, anyway as u can see, these are half-open bottles of coke. note the different levels of fluid =)

argh i wanna go australia.
again.

9 days more

10

2007-11-17T20:26:00.000+08:00

did saigang today. did not expect that. i was picturing something more fun.
and also so many ppl i recognise.

erghz.

anyway rgps had a carnival today. like whee!!!
it was quite large scale leh. had bouncy castle and everything. and they even imported arcade machines from ezone.

well. rgps is split into 2 cliques. the bimbos. and the preadolescence.

cause they had a song dedication, and 3/4 of the songs i know. very well.
like out of the 20 or so songs i heard, abt 15 were from high school musical.

then there was irreplaceable, and umbrella.

and abt 2 songs from fei lun hai. for the prcs i think.

well, the pre-ados make up a tiny fraction of the sch populace.

only 1 song. and guess what? it's linkin' park!
they are so edgy and dark. wow!

oh not to mention that some of the hsm songs repeated. and i heard irreplaceable twice. so, i'm guessing they only have 2 cds. hsm soundtrack and beyonce's cd i guess. and the rest probably downloaded. hmmz =)

10 days!

2007-11-17T18:49:00.000+08:00

2007-11-16T17:50:00.000+08:00

my mother is like going crazy.
mebbe it's menopause. i swear i will divorce my wife once she reaches that age. and remarry when she passes it lar. how can ppl stand it.

every single thing also can find fault.
and they are inconsistent.

ytd : u eat more ok. ur damn skinny!
today: u so fat liao still eat so much!

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ohs but i rmbed something! ANTM xD
weekly bitchfix from now on.

because if i din watch that kind of show, i will be damn bitchy. like before ANTM was tabtv. the stupidest show ever made by ch 5 besides PCK. the "cases" and every situation are like scripted and fictional or something, but it's REAL *wink*

and they just fan my wei kou by having this case abt anorexic guys.
as if anorexic guys not bad enough. it's an anorexic FAT guy. and an ugly one at that. and with a whiny voice. did i mention he was FAT and UGLY?

yucks. anyway they had this counsellor from nus or something psychiatrist or something. couldn't rmb cause wasn't paying attention. it was so stupid. anyway that woman is doing a very noble job. like guiding lost children with eating disorders to eat healthily. one look and one can tell that SHE certainly hasn't suffered from any eating disorders. she seems to have a healthy appetite. perhaps a little too healthy.

anyway ANTM was nice =)
<3 reneeeeeeee
i support her cause her son is damn cute. abit no link but who cares.

2007-11-15T20:45:00.000+08:00

like woot!

ZOMG

2007-11-15T17:47:00.000+08:00

this is damn interesting!

http://alpha.cbs.com/primetime/amazing_race12/bio/kate_pat.shtml

i din even realise there was a lesbian couple on ar. when they said married ministers i thought they were just married to some other ppl. omg i'm so dan chun lar =\

oh but these 2 are complete weirdos.

one has a son
and the other has granchildren.

like wth. they started to bat for the other team after their husbands died or something?
so cool!

added in:

and i watched desperate housewives!!!! my love for wisteria lane is rekindled!!! the sets are done so well that even though it is set at a theme park and everything, and i actually saw them in person up close, they dun look fake! unlike those shitty mediacorp/TCS/SBS or watever station we have in singapore lar. now every single show i see on ch 8/5 looks fake.

anyway, <3 gabby! she so cute lar. and susan. and lynette. and bree. and julie. that's like everybody!!!! WHEEEEEEE!!! too bad the ppl had to go on strike or something. =(

AMAZING RACE!!!

2007-11-15T10:46:00.001+08:00

yay i finally found it in me to stay up after 10 =)

like for the past few days i've been slping at 12 like hooray for me! arts central is actually a very fun channel to watch. if ur not watching junk like front or some stupid singapore produced show, which are thankfully few.

i even got the resilience to finish watching meerkat manor, which i thought was junk, but realised that it was quite nice too. the baby meerkats are damn cute!!

yar, but on to the important part. AR!!!

this season was supposed to be fun lor. there's like a girl and a gay guy team. two pinky ppl. 2 couples with crazy girls. 1 loving couple, whom i think will win, and an asian one. and of course the staple bimbos.

of course i was rooting for the asian one lar. cause same ping zhong what. but ar. like in the middle of it i switched loyalties to the blacks AND the nice couple. seriously lar. the fatass deserved to be slapped lar. if my dad was making a spectacle of himself i would not slap him while on tv. BUT once the cams stop rolling, i wonder what happens lor. it's like the daughter is actually taking care of the father here. and he's the baby. all that crap abt "i dun wanna disappoint my daughter" at the start of the race became "i let u run loose and u disappointed me" even the other teams sympathise with her. i think they will get kicked out next liao. so oh wells.

there was also the gay team. mebbe im fixing him onto a stereotype, but i seriously think that guy's gay. but no matter. it was gonna be fun with them in the race. but too bad they had to do evil stuff and karma REALLY WORKS!! so first round die lor.

now i wanna watch the rest of the episodes liao lar =(

DiEs

2007-11-14T19:35:00.000+08:00

went back ntuc today xD
walau the auntys are damn nice. but too bad i wun work there anymore =)

went ntuc again. this time with mom
bought lots of junk food. like WHEEES!!!

oh and countdown. 13 days. zomg unlucky nombor.
5 hrs more to 12 days =) arghz cant wait

DVC!!

2007-11-13T18:09:00.001+08:00

http://www.discovery-camp.com/

i'm all hyped up abt it already =)

sounds damn fun lar xD in a kiddish kind of way

reservoir walk and robotics <3

fishes and aquariums. oh it feels like super zhuan dao. dun have to pay can go have fun xD

2007-11-12T18:05:00.001+08:00

dieded

2007-11-12T09:53:00.000+08:00

very sad. cause my angemon died yesterday. i think i neglected him too much already lar.

let's observe 5 seconds of silence for him

...
...
...
...
...

ok enough =)

oh you died so young. at the ripe old age of 13 days. boooooo

edit: ooh watched the noose ytd. admittedly quite funny.
the play of words quite nice. like

the noose : the news

and gurmit singh(dun like him)'s char roy terse : reuters! (some newspaper or something)

but the super obvious and stupid naming for their spoofs not nice at all.

for eg. some gay guy's name ben dover -> bend over -> not straight! ok abit far fetched. but still.

xD ytd's joke on mediacorp is damn funny.
mediacorp, the company which brings us the latest blockbusters on tv, such as season 1 of lost.

and later, here is an announcement of the broadcast of the newest blockbuster movie, HOME ALONE

2007-11-11T18:18:00.001+08:00

yay i found some funny abbrevs commonly used in singapore

CMI : Chartered Management Institute
IMO : International Maritime Organization
BRB : Birmingham Royal Ballet

lol that's abt all lar. cannot think of more liao xD

2007-11-11T13:23:00.001+08:00

aiyar i'm too damn lazy to change the template anymore ok. make do with this until i find a way to change the posts behind, or ride it out with time xD

edit: finally found a template nice enough. but i wanna use the one i cre8ed last time lar. it was so damn nice =(

2007-11-11T13:21:00.001+08:00

ok test test

2007-11-10T15:48:00.001+08:00

watched an arts central documentary ytd. seconds from disaster. then after that made me damn sad.

it was like the florida swamp crash in 1996 or something lar. and that crash seriously made me think that there was a 0% chance of anybody surviving at all.

for one. even before the plane crash there was a fire on board. with temperatures as high as 3200 celsius. so even before the plane crash i think u kena burnt to death liao.

even if the fire din kill you, there was the smoke caused by the fire which was so thick that as the plane was falling everybody on board was unconscious. even the crew/pilots etc.

also nobody could have survived the crash. even if you din die of the smoke. the plane was falling at a spd of like 800km/h into a swamp of ard 5m depth. so when u crash. it pikchas into like 50 million pieces or something.

so even if some miracle happens and u survive the crash. u would still drown in the swamp cause ur like underwater. and even if u dun drown u will tio poison from the jet fuel that covered the whole accident area. so thick that the people who went to check saw the accident happen see only a black patch in the water. nothing else.
and besides, if u were even so lucky to survive all that. there are alligators in the water. so many and so dangerous that the people searching the area for clues later on needed armed guards to protect them lar.

but the searching team like did not give up hope. they were like searching for survivors still.
BUT there were obviously none cause the whole documentary just centered on the search for clues as to why the plane crash. nvr even mention if there were ppl surviving. even the interviews they conducted were on the families of the passengers at that time. zomg damn sad lar.

and what the investigators concluded was damn surprising. the plane crashed cause of a fire started in the cargo area. and also not because of terrorist atk or something. it was just cause of some lazy assholes who could not be bothered to follow standard procedures and do things safely, trying to save time and money. those idiots should have also been on the plane lor. grah

2007-11-10T09:06:00.003+08:00

My Personality


Neuroticism	76
Extraversion	18
Openness To Experience	77
Agreeableness	59
Conscientiousness	0

You very rarely feel depressed and are usually in a good frame of mind, however you are sensitive about what others think of you. Your concern about rejection and ridicule cause you to feel shy and uncomfortable around others. You are easily embarrassed and often feel ashamed. Your fears that others will criticize or make fun of you are exaggerated and unrealistic, but your awkwardness and discomfort may make these fears a self-fulfilling prophecy. You tend not to talk much and prefer to let others control the activities of groups. You prefer dealing with either people or things rather than ideas. You regard intellectual exercises as a waste of your time. You see no need for pretense or manipulation when dealing with others and are therefore candid, frank and sincere. People find it relatively easy to relate to you, however you are not affected strongly by human suffering, priding yourself on making objective judgments based on reason. You are more concerned with truth and impartial justice than with mercy. You have a reasonable amount of will-power and are able to follow through on tasks that you feel you need to complete. You can be distracted however and have been known to procrastinate.

Test Yourself Compare Yourself View Full Report

A wide variety of layouts for myspace to choose from.

erm wow xD

2007-11-06T19:39:00.000+08:00

can someone pls jio me out =(

so bored at home. and everybody else like found a job or something liao. and i'm stuck. at home. doing nothing. i'm even bored of games lar.

erghs

2007-11-05T19:20:00.000+08:00

ooh the tyra banks show is so interesting =) she is sooooooooooooo witty xD

today's theme: 15 CONTROVERSIAL rules you can ignore.
wow how amazing/informative

rule 14: you should google a person before you go on a first date with him/her
rule 15: do not gossip O_O

wow and the "experiments" were NOT staged at all! you could tell that it was all real and not scripted! wa xD

and and and oh rule 13/12: eating after 8pm makes you gain weight

and i couldn't tell that the scale was rigged.
how the woman's weight shrank mysteriously back to her previous weight after ballooning to like 10 pounds more, i would nvr know xD

and i dunno the rest of the rules 11-1 cause at that point in time i switched to watch kids central.
<3 jimmy neutron

and before that was whizzes of the void deck which is the most bai lei kids show singapore can make. besides we are r.e.m 2

2007-11-03T18:22:00.001+08:00

now that i am happy again, i feel that i am really easy to get man zu. xD
i need higher expectations in life. like not just happy to get Es xD
i should be more like yttrium.

well, anyway i rmbed what i wanted to say abt OP. it is freaking overrated larrrrrrrrrr
that stupid kumar and MSUanul go say until so scary oh and the dogwoman. walau
i was imagining a panel of 7 ppl in the classroom with uber sian diao faces and start scribbling tiny notes once u fumble or something. i did not expect like ms li or something and another quite nice teacher lar.

they were like so nice and encouraging. everytime i look at them when i was speaking they were like nodding and attentive. and the questions they ask were sort of like easy and really just trying to help you kind. so nice <3

and oh did i mention we ended like 2 hours early ^^

pw dinner did not materialise cause australian dollar had to do something. HMM I WONDER WHAT IT COULD BE =.=

cafe melvados also din materialise cause of the prices.

in the end just walked and walked to adam. first time i go there k
and like half the stores there were named after adam. and one after taj mahal
dunno why but we stoned there for like 2 hours or something observing stewart and soon huat. xD

and i really need to get a job or just do something. super bored now. and anyway. SOMEONE pLS JIO ME OUT TMR!!! i will die if i'm at home tmr =(

2007-11-02T19:05:00.000+08:00

ok blogger ate my post. fucking pissed. and i dun use fucking THAT often so. erm u can guess how i'm feeling now =\

2007-11-02T19:02:00.000+08:00

OH YES!!! thanks to kenny i found my post and am not angry already. =)
just too lazy to del the previous post so, erm here it is xD

starts from below:

oh i rmbed xD

it's THIS

like look below =)

WHOO! what's this? RO2!!! woots!!! ok i din intend to take this ss but i was walking up a lighthouse and it took my damn long to find nothing there. but the view there was quite nice. so erm here you are. damn nice right xD

2007-11-02T18:58:00.000+08:00

IT'S OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
what?
IT!!!!
what?????
PW!!!!!!!!! WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!
it's finally overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

WHEEEEEEEEEEES
*bounces ard room*
=.=;;

now that i've got my hyperactivity under control, i am damn happy xDD

yay the year of torment is finally over. until i get back the results.
well, i blanked out during the skit and forgot a few lines, laughed at our own skit, and stoned thru qanda. but guess what? I DUN CARE WAHAHAHAHHAAHAH

ok now i suddenly so hyper that i actlly forgot what i wanted to blog abt originally. so yea. erm go entertain yourself =)

2007-10-28T11:17:00.000+08:00

400th post! xD

i just feel like i'm so addicted to digimon now xD the jap version is damn nice.
and the only reason i stopped watching last time was cause of the bad dubs.
i lubs takeru and patamon's voice lar. omg f-cute lar =)

but that's only the first season lar. the second season is nice too but haven watch finish yet xD
i only know that the rest of the seasons get cornier and cornier. erm so.
off to watch season 2
digimon adventure 02
^^

2007-10-27T20:44:00.002+08:00

ytd was a sad happy day. quite oxymoronic but quite true. cause there was more sad than happy lar.

happy? last day of sch what. but that was like the only nice thing that happened lar.
sad. cause ms ang left. and she's my fav geog teacher. that doesn't say much cause my only geog teachers were jefferey lim, yaphb, ongsn and her. so, i think she's the best already lar. (no offense to the rest)

wa super sad super sad super sad. =(((((

well, had a farewell party for her. which was quite nice. she had a chair made out of ribbons and silver hearts and looks like it was taken off the set of sawIIII or some kidnap movie lar.

and someone was at the food table pigging out.

OH and the 07 geog batch took away one of ms ang's firsts.
it was the first time she popped a "champagne"/"wine" bottle ytd. ^^
though it was just sparkling juice, the event was significant enough.

and i <3 harapan.
i wonder why. hmm

2007-10-24T17:33:00.000+08:00

wa it's true. dumbledore really is gay. like i din even believe it lar. but then.
so now, in it's aftermath.
instead of www.dumbledoreisnotdead.com
we are going to have www.dumbledoreisnotgay.com
fielding theories and proofs of why dbd is not gay O_O

ok random.

i ponned trng today. but not it was not so much of a free will thing. i just forgot to bring my stuff and nobody said have so i daoed =)
now siva will really be after my skin.

2007-10-23T20:02:00.000+08:00

saw this in facebook! did i ever mention that i lurrrrrrrrve hamsters?

xD was feeling random in facebook then made this =)

2007-10-23T19:32:00.001+08:00

today was sian. i think i was marked late for coming to sch at 10. like no point coming cause no lessons. going to sch for attendance is quite pointless leh.

well, on my way to sch saw many things from a different point of view =)
i saw that rjc's tennis courts has 4 balls stuck in the net. and that although rjc is new and looks nice, i wouldn't want to be in it cause the colours are very impersonal and sort of cold lar. xD

then at the police academy i saw like 3 trainees doing shuttle run... and a few hundred people waiting for their turn

then at hwachong.
i saw that i like this place xD though not very much lar
the place looks damn nice on the outside. but on the inside. that's another story xD

3 more days to holiday. i seriously need to find a job. and btw SUA YU'S hair is DAMN COOL CAN!!

2007-10-22T20:16:00.000+08:00

lol this is a super random posting. i just realised that i am super moley. O_O like chao duo moles.

just on my left arm i have like. 18 of them. freaky!

ok i just rmbed what i wanted to blog abt. I HATE OP!

and also this m***y guy on the bus who smelt like he hadn't bathed for 5 months. or probably, looking from the shape he was in, mebbe he really din bathe for that long

omg i typed this halfway then did op O_O xD gotta continue with it lo

2007-10-22T18:36:00.001+08:00

*grabs*

glamourous. DUO!!

xD

2007-10-19T17:34:00.000+08:00

wa i think i'm super attractive or something. this bug keeps hoovering around me. makes me wanna smack it away.

kenny finally bought new shoes!! like yays after 4 trips he finally decided on a pair which we definitely saw b4 but threw it to the back of our minds.

my financial situation now is dire. -10$ to my name. that's worse than sarah's 40 cents worth =\

lit was considerably enjoyable enough. she din kp me =)

did i mention that a certain teacher fell down the stairs ytd? oh i guess i did =)

erghs sch is boring. another week to end of sch. 2 more weeks to OP.. erm, panic?

2007-10-18T20:29:00.001+08:00

wa today was erm
horrible

geog paper checking n
freaking
my human paper was like 55 which is super duper the good can.
and is like got 1 question got full marks 9 leh xD so nice lor. ok i know SOMEONE who reads this blog got 82/100 so a full mark question is nothing ok
BUT
my phys geog paper was like 34/100
huge difference and it's not like i studied less.
and my paper was full of remarks, but whatever

subsequently spent the rest of the lesson was berating a staff member cause SOMEONE fell down the stairs ^^
comparing us to seniors (obviously we are much much much much lousier)
we should appreciate her more

oh wells, i'm so lucky to have 2such caring teachers =)

VERY VERY VERY SAD THAT MISS ANG IS LEAVING CAN!

ok so from 10 to like 3 was stoning ard although i spent another 20 min abusing a certain someone.
then was damn sian and dunno what to do so we like borrowed some games from the welfare room and SOMEONE cheated ar. nvr say the complete rules so SOMEONE could exploit it ar.
oh and cluedo. which was a disaster cause we sort of din know how to play so ended quite abruptly.
pawned douglas in chess =) i only lost one round although i usually only win 1 in 5 =\

oh and played some game that involves reflexes and silly actions. SOMEONE won of course. and lots of people had to do forfeit =) (me not included)
douglas had to dance on a table xD
*cue wolf whistles
(pukes) =P

then came home in a downpour which was super unlucky cause when i got off the bus it was dry and only drizzling. by the time i reached the place to cross the road it was raining moderately. by the time i was halfway up it was pouring. 3/4 through it was flooding
i almost drowned in the rain. how sad is that?
came home utterly wet and disgusted even though i woke up from a nice slp on the bus. BOO =(
consolation. at least it's cold now lar. and i guess tmr morning will be cold.
AND tmr marks the last day i will be taking bus to sch!!!
why?
cause my mom's coming back tmr!!!!!! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

2007-10-17T18:21:00.000+08:00

i'm super happy and high now!!!
why?! cause today i had my last GP lesson!!!
and the last things she said was
"u guys made me very very upset today, i'm so upset now. i dun even want to see u anymore. just go"
ok lar... it was not to us but to 67 so erm nvm xD but nice nonetheless.

lol got back GP.. result was expected lar. cause my gp started to suck from term2. so erm nothing to be said here =)
and got back lit! was very happy with my poem comparison cause i usually get Us, but here got S! so it was alot more than expected lar. and the comment was nice,
"fair comparison" which is excellent compared to the previous comments she gave me for previous work =\

lol then had training... with attendance of at most 20 ppl. i think cause some ppl had cs then sian diao liao lar then dowan come or something, but attendance really horrible =)
then had running. decided not to wear shoes again.
then decided not to put plaster...

so now i have a 3-tiered blister.
and 1 burst one.

and really really black soles. and abit of red from the track.
oh the track is quite nice to run barefoot sia. it's soft and not hot =)

ok then sparred. slacked alot cause super tired. made my opponent kick while i dodged and defended =\
although i had to like gek when sparring guna
and sparred this guy
decided to try a back thrust. ended up hitting him where the padding dun guard (not groin). and he fell... i feel so bad lar =(

checked ISP!!! I PROMOTED!!! NO S NOR U!!!
but EEEED so nothing much to be said lar. and it turns out that maths is my best subject, despite me being a arts student.

oh wells.

2007-10-11T19:19:00.003+08:00

=\
in the days of my mom's absence, my dad's taking on the role of the matriarch of the household. ie, my mom aka "caller-to-see-where-ivan-is"

oh wells.
cause today he keep calling me. and asked if i was in school, when i was at home...
and ytd i received 2 calls and an sms asking me to call him... when i was having training xD
this is weird cause daddy usually doesn't do stuff like this one lo

but what the heck. it's nice like this..
he was almost laughing when i called him and told him i was having tkd.
he was like "ni da ren hai shi ren da ni"
then i was "dang ran shi wo da ren la"
then he laughed LOL

then he came back and saw the 3 plasters on my foot.
"what is that"
"blister"
"do what"
"running nvr wear shoe"
"huh tkd make u do that meh"
"no lar i lazy wear shoe then tio one"
*dad walks away*

xD this may sound normal but damn interesting to me =)

OH tmr. getting my tee from yi ming if she got it.
getting tkd tee too =)
havent paid yet though

2007-10-10T21:35:00.000+08:00

=( i'm feeling damn pathetic and zibei now.
i'm injured in so many places....

lol went training, performed SOLO at first cause SOMEONE was late... damn luckily i dun have that much of a stage fright. i'm probably shameless.

lol went jogging cause SOMEONE jio. din realise the freaking road would be sizzling, so we went barefoot. like ouch. too lazy to wear shoes anyway. ergh. blisters. everywhere. ewch.

well, so now my heel hurts to cause i landed damn hard. and blisters on both feet.

took a plaster, which was so small that the whole thing was the same size as my blister, as in the sticky part is protecting my blister, not just the clothy part. so during the rehearsal when i turned the whole thing just came out, and my toe was red. as in fresh bloody red =\

so now i have 3 plasters covering it xD with first aid club written on them. the stupid marker they used to write those things run lar. so now my socks got first aid club written on it too =.=

bleagh. NO SCH TMR XDDDDD

2007-10-09T22:00:00.000+08:00

see, my idea for tkd banner. so cool right. and i only took 5 mins to draw it in paint

2007-10-08T22:13:00.000+08:00

booo i lead such an interesting life. i just unleashed new potential in my typing abilities. cause i was attempting to type finish all the appendices for the WR by tonight. and also doing intro plus layout for pw. i guess i will just coop up at home tmr. bah

exams over. and this is probably the first time i blogged since then. btw. jj has aalready come back and gone back. erghs

well, i've been wanting to put this down for a long time but too lazy xD

this convo i saw which made me roflmao.

it was in fiesta. this really stupid guy was argusing with everybody else. of course he lost the argument.

he is Ikon
so...

someone: blah blah blah ( i carn rmb. i only rmb the funny bits)
Ikon: well sayed.
someone else: said said
me: lol
another guy: i hope u weren't supposed to be ICON =X

xDDDDDDD

2007-09-30T09:35:00.003+08:00

it's barely 10 in the morning and i'm studying geog. boohooohooo woe is me =(

and i'm probably still gonna fail...

and i just know that rossby waves and those sai would come out and i know nothing about them

and guess what.

promos is coming!

2007-09-30T09:35:00.002+08:00

post got eaten.
super pissed now.
i hate geog.

accurate summary of previous post xD

2007-09-28T20:05:00.000+08:00

i'm depressed. especially after maths. but not because i did badly, but because i know that the rest of the sch already finish their exams. and i'm still saddled with the burden of additional papers by a pig.

well, drowned my sorrows with a cup of grass jelly from golden rooster xD

oh at the bus stop i saw a phenomenon.
some guy dropped 20 cents while boarding a bus xD
5 mins later another maid dropped *gasp* A DOLLAR

and the most amazing thing was, i did NOT pick it up!!!

well, i wanted to tell the maid she dropped the money, cause i scared later her employer check the purse then cannot find then accuse her of theft or something and start beating her up, and i would be guilty of assisted murder cause i did not indicate to the maid that she dropped money!!!

oh and on the bus i decided to name 2 other people cause i recognise them from bus trips previously =)

i named one rash boy.. i wonder why.... i saw him on the bus 3 times =)

and i named another one 5 ton lip piercing guy =)

oh the power of naming. i love Beloved

oh and i rmb. sharon said this when we received the paper for pw lessons after exams
"give me 1 copy too. i want! so i know which day dun come sch!"

ERGH!

2007-09-27T20:17:00.000+08:00

i trust baygon xD
omg my house has a centipede infection lar
every week at least 2 centipedes appear somewhere from out of nowhere O_O

luckily i have baygon. 1 spritz and it dies in 1 minute =)
i feel so evil. bad karma + exam tmr

JJ's coming back tmR!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-09-26T18:01:00.000+08:00

my ordeal as a double arts student.

my hand is STILL cramping.
i cannot make my hands close back into the pen holding position.
my head is spinning
i cannot think straight
i cannot walk straight
i feel like slping xD

2007-09-24T19:20:00.000+08:00

argh... trying to pound lit and sc into my head. but it's as hard as diamond now and it wont seep thru!!! the essays on sentimental comedy are so boring lar. i wonder how elvin ng does it studying english lit in NUS. he must be one boring guy, leading a boring life. can tell from his acting O_O

2007-09-24T17:51:00.001+08:00

erghz. i hate promos.
i think an average singaporean education starts at the tertiary level O_O

well, after some mind-numbing and hand-numbing fun today, i'm sure all of us would want more! =) like for the rest of this week

well, during gp it wasn't so bad. at least i had fun watching my pen shadow move in and out of focus while my hand moved by itself. a nice phenomenon.

haven't started geog =)
nor lit
nor maths

2007-09-23T13:06:00.001+08:00

wa sian i think i'm gonna blank out tmr.

2007-09-19T21:04:00.000+08:00

wa sian. the next 2 days study "break" is a better word for unofficial lessons.

our teachers now do not have to care about the timetable, and can monopolise our attention. take me for example. i have like maths from 9 to 4.30 O_O or perhaps earlier if he is kind. but i know that directly after that is a lit lesson. and i'm supposed to have lit consultation with miss heng tmr but most unfortunately it clashes with my lessons. so i dunno how to tell that to her lor. somemore i have absolutely no way of contacting her once i leave sch cause apparently she doesn't believe in handphones.

so i suppose i'm gonna have my consultation like on fri, or make it earlier so i have it with douglas. but i dunno how i'm gonna split myself and go for both her and maths at the same time O_O

and i haven't even finished mugging yet. as in like not even one subject... so screwed lar.